Tuesday, July 17, 2007
i'm practically drained out with all the tests pilling on me! i have to study everyday & i can't relax at all! every tuesday & thursday there's test and this totally sucks! making me sleep at 2.30-3am everyday... which is like 4-5 hrs a day... & feeling so damn lethargic in school... & i feel that i studied so much for the tests, i'm not getting the grade that i should be getting for some modules... what a shitty life... i want to pon school... but i can't cause some people don't allow me to... i hate school.& today i was so damn tired in the bus that i missed my bus stop to get down, by the time i woke up, i saw people getting down at the bus stop... so i went all the way to bukit batok & make a u-turn... & so i went home by the front gate and see the swimming pool with pple swimming and children playing at the wonderful playground... & saw the tennis court and basketball court with pple competing... how i wish i can be like them, the 'no worries & so free' life... & see the look alike coconut trees and all the bushes & the oh-so-big waterfall with koi fish in it... and thought that it has been ages since i walked downstairs...& nowadays, i feel that my mp3 is damn irritating in the bus when i'm going home... the sound & everything... that i off it as soon as i on it & go to sleep.please, rescue me from this situation.I want enough rest, I want to sleep again. p.s. & whenever i'm so stressed, i tend to blog to relieve stress so, many posts in a day is no good actually.
♥ the world will turn WILD.
12:37 AM
